Dawn Tefft

HOME/SHELTER/VIEW

two lit windows across the way and a scream
from a child below


door bells ringing in my apartment
and the apartments all around me


a masked neighbor touches our shared
door knob on the gate to the lot


I wait and say, “you go first, just let it slam, that way I don’t breathe on you”


two blocks away, the lake
has taken what it wants


water covers the beaches and sidewalks
all the way up to the painted benches


my toddler tries to run into the lake
where it overtakes the path and the prairie grass


people in masks take photos and videos
to show it really did erode overnight
we all gawk six feet apart
while my daughter shovels sand
where there should be concrete


when I get home, more emails
saying workers need ER visits covered


and my daughter draws me an endless spiral


meanwhile, all the normal emergencies
continue to accrue


as people eat too much sugar and
continue to drink to the point of black outs


today my mother called to say
someone shot off my brother’s ear

AS WE MOVE THROUGH EROSIONS OF LAND AND ECONOMY

I’m at a loss for how to hold you better
so I know this is home


your smile a roving chandelier among the pinecones


our bed a place to keep your laugh
when not airing it out at the beach


you jump into the watery divide
dance shifting borders of sand meeting water


new delights and new terrors


all the invisible edges rush to meet you
in your simple acts


there are windows outside of us a language spoken between two worlds


when you say “something else”
I know you mean “unutterable ecstasy of
untold play”


where someone else
just hands you a ball
or a new drink


they’re not wrong, they just don’t see all the other balls
in existence


but I do
but I do
when we look back into the night
we see the list of names waiting for us
to say them:
bath
stars
book


and we could be anywhere


the hearth of the
woods

the lip of our
space

Dawn Tefft’s poems appear in Denver Quarterly, Fence, and Witness. Her chapbooks include Fist (Dancing Girl Press) and Field Trip to My Mother and Other Exotic Locations (Mudlark). She earned a PhD in Creative Writing at University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee, volunteers as an editor for Packingtown Review, and lives and works in Chicago.