Sawako Nakayasu

4 poems

Two brief histories of my body

1. Body

Hoist. Into, out of, transitions desired or unwarranted or forged or examined. Or again new. Gendered regendered and then reconsidered towards multiple continua. Exploratives of the anticipatory, naming of most unnamables. Where it has been is, butterfly-like, where it shall return, and, not-butterfly-like, where it will no longer return.


2. Relation

Is a planet. Was a planet, now longing. Is a plane. Was a surface, now reaching multitudinously. Was a figure, now approaching inarticulable destination. Was a destination, now a cycle. Was a cycle, now approximating. Might be an approximation. Of the formidable and tenuous reaches of longing, awash and lovely.

 

Most of the Cusp

and my eyes, full of speech

and my subway state of memory

and I have temporarily repudiated the usual alarms

and I am gifted by a thin surprise of hope-scum in the cool air

and I am often made of light and sad

and I hold in my arms the the future of my flesh

and time forks away from me no matter how tightly I hold on

and the rain and the imagined

and there are some sentiments I can’t ever perceive

and all the overturned owls or was it souls

and I know, you think you’re just a thoughtful lily

and your body to the floor, your body on the floor

and this find was a hole, is it dangerous or slippery

and then I rest and I hear everything

and hurricanes hurling words at rubber houses

and the fact of the weather

and pursuit of a floor

and one steep outcome leads to another

and you share likable details about the desert outside

and I am delusion or thunder organ

and this tear dropped by the dream

and the secrets of those expecting

and I’ve got three hammer blows and a microphone

and I brighten into you

and I also predator drone you

and you orange lightly, looking briefly

and especially a softer tragedy

and a certain heaviness in the opening flesh

and it’s gauzy and the burning

and my cool air carrying the hope and the patience

and was it all just coincidence, the sun?

and lovable, curious, sad, and accident, a great wind, in brimming layers

and two more slices of the embedded depths

and this was to be the final restlessness

and I got separated from the good position

and I love you and here are some enhanced souls for consideration

and so light I even brightly lack

and most of the cusp is mine to perceive

 

CUSP UPON CUSP: COSMOPHONICAN QUESTIONS (7) Bilingual Translations



S戰T略R策A略T方E針G计Y


C墜R毀A崩S潰H撞E毀S



D下O跌W向N下
O在N




Y您O的U你R的

輕T率H不O小U心G粗H魯T欠L考E慮S魯S莽




LIGHT光

 

THE SHALLOW SWEAT OF TOMORROW’S FEET

 

Sawako Nakayasu’s most recent books are Some Girls Walk Into The Country They Are From (Wave Books), Say Translation Is Art (Ugly Duckling), Pink Waves (Omnidawn, forthcoming), Settle Her (Solid Objects, forthcoming), and an anthology of 20th Century Japanese Poetry (New Directions, forthcoming). She teaches at Brown University.

Aerik Francis

1 poem & 2 excerpts

Chapter: Book, an excerpt from Booked

Now imagine a lifetime of books. Books of lives.
Maybe it wasn’t worth it, the book, not like that. No.
No more living by the book. In the bad books. What’s
a bookish boy to do? I booked it. Tried every trick in
the book. Called every name. Brought to book. Bet
the bookie. Played the books. Hit. Red the book.
Read for filth. Threw the book. Smarts to the street.
Turned the page to a new chapter. Became closed
book. Ran for cover. Judged a cover. Booked an
interview for a legal firm. Botched the interview.
Cooked books in a pizza in a pizza parlor as a pizza
maker. Balanced my books. Love that old smell. Put
my nose to it, pierced it. Thumbed. The books. Lived.
In an archive as an owl. Then I booked it. I booked it
so fast and so far. I booked new arrangements.
Booked a flight mile high. Booked gigs. Booked it
home. I booked it. Bye

the book. the face. defaced.

 

Chapter: [Book], an excerpt from Booked

] [A flight] [A room] [Inn] [Out] [Lost] [Unreturned]
[Shelved] [Worn] [Thrown out of anger and picked
up again to throw] [In the fire pit] [In the box]
[Trapped in the corridors of the psyche] [In the back
of the bus] [Wrapped in plastic] [Stamped] [Carded]
[Spelled] [Let] [End] [Nightstand] [Codex] [Recipe]
[Forgotten] [Tucked in the armpit] [Purchased with
cash at the thrift store] [Dream world]
[Encyclopedia] [Lingering in your nightmares] [In a
backpack on a plane] [Twisted into bad drafts]
[Drafty window sill prop] [Card] [Play] [Cased]
[Used] [Papyrus prescription] [Atlas] [Table] [Year]
[Field] [Worm] [Library] [Earth] [Unread] [Stacked]
[Holy] [

 

Farts Poetica

*

never underestimate a body / & sense it produces

attentiveness to body sprouts / a politic: personal is always

political, so the body. is always / poetic inherently / embodied politic

*

fruits / from all that is

ingested & digested

vibrating & shaking

me / a surprising

*

musical / distorting

a face / all emotions

ethereal / singing 

*

Onomatopoeia
"‘formation of words or names by imitation of natural sounds; the naming of something by a reproduction of the sound made by it’ From Latin onomatopoeia, from Greek onomatopoiia ‘the making of a name or word’ from onoma ‘word, name’ + poiein ‘compose, make’ (see poet)”

*

Fart / Foist / Fizzle / Pssssst

Burp / Squeak / Trump

Poot / Parp / Pop / Toot

Cheese / Raspberry / Ramp

*

food for talk / consumers digest

lip dance / stutter

speech / from the gut / brain

*

the dream goes like this /                                             breathing

the dream comes like this /                                                                                        brinking

 

*

Flatulent

“‘affected by digestive gas,’ from Latin flatus ‘a blowing, breathing, snorting; a breaking wind’”

*

oxygen is a waste / product accumulated / over millennia

wasting away / within carbon waste / within a century

*

the sublimation of humor & horror
the practice, then, is to lean into

*

Fart
“Old English feortan, ultimately from PIE *perd- (also of Old High German ferzan, Old Norse freta, Danish
fjerte, Sanskrit pard, Greek perdein, Lithuanian perdžiu, persti, Russian perdet)
of imitative origin”

*

to be broken / wind / to unwind

to become affected / by gas / blown

*

it’s too late / increasingly

human / flatulent draft

*

coming out of a brief

moment to emphasize: I

exist
in present tense

 

Aerik Francis is a Queer Black & Latinx poet and teaching artist based in Denver, Colorado, USA. They are a Canto Mundo poetry fellow and a Watering Hole fellow. They are also a poetry reader for Underblong poetry journal and an event coordinator for Slam Nuba. They have poetry published widely, links of which may be found at linktr.ee/Aerik or via their website phaentompoet.com. Find them on IG/TW @phaentompoet

Rex Ybañez

3 poems

Enigma [Voice & Echo]

—after John Berryman

There’s a war in this heart. What of the battalion?
Alien.
Such strangeness! How old is this feud?
Is few.
Listen—where does the sound of fury thunder?
Under.
Under where?
The wear.
Cities under civil war become ruinous...
Yes.
And the blistering hell of Earth...
A hearth.
Will shatter the guise of glass armor...
As harmful.
As swords clash and battering rams knock—
*knock knock*
Who dares disturb my speech?
I speak.
So your identity?
Entity.
Please don’t fool around—who are you?
You.
It can’t be. I have died years ago!
And go.
Go where? Where do the dead travel toward—
War.
Then this must mean ghosts leap...
Sleep.
Into a stream...
Dream.
But what if light won’t quake?
Wake.

 

Bocca Chiusa

—for Gregory Pardlo

Let it hum
the way the lights buzz against
night’s face gazing upon an azure mirror inside
“Interior with Yellow and Blue” by Matisse,
far from elementary—more like tertiary—

where slate grey spills and stains from
emerald lights unto Malbec wood. Let it hum its devotion
to the ineffable by translating the impossible
emotions in vented out of the polynaries
overriding synaptic activity

(Yes—the abundant correlations, the grandeur according to
natural, cosmic, fourth-dimensional feng-shui) until
the tune’s clothes fit. Let it hum forever
like internal monologues running on sentences,
sans the syntactics or semantics or sermons served

hot on Sundays with a bowl of frozen custard to cool down after
blowing off steam. Let it hum let it hum let it hum
something so addicting, a magic eraser couldn’t
even mark it away from memory
(the taste, the forbidden fruit, the phallic fallacy)

failing the rest of humanity, and drum-roll please:
let it hum and sit with the unredeemed
echoes passed. Let it hum something new,
revealing the smile’s hidden track once we think
the vinyl record hisses into oblivion.

 

Longing & Regret on an Invisible Cartesian Grid

Please designate your coordinates:

STAY

COME BACK

AWAY

 

Rex Ybañez, or The Literary Alchemist, is a Filipino American freelance copywriter and editor from the Midwest. A former Pushcart Prize nominee and 2020 Moon City Press Poetry Award finalist, he has judged and worked as a master of ceremonies for regional Poetry Outloud competitions in Southwest Missouri. He previously hosted literary events locally at book stores, lounges, and bars before the COVID-19 pandemic. His work is published in Half Mystic, Noctua Review, Prism Review, Doubly Mad, HVTN, Peculiar Mormyrid, DANSE MACABRE, and others. He helped establish the Artist Empowerment Collective, an NPO that aims to amplify artists of color through cultural healing, community engagement, and education in Springfield, Missouri. He lives with his girlfriend Sariah.

Stephanie Chaillou translated by Laura Mullen

1 translation with notes

something happens

by Stephanie Chaillou (Editions Isabelle Sauvage, 2008)

FIGURES I & II




Killer for hire



To have in the head words that must not. A fury so large the mouth stays shut, sewn with words so heavy they seem impossible. Impossible to pronounce. But to have them in the skull. Driven in. Fast. A truth stronger than the real. A crazy truth. Indestructible. Before the eyes, behind the things seen, behind all the things seen. Not to be able to escape them.



*




She says she is not a woman.



She can’t say why she hates them. She doesn’t go beyond her desire to kill them. She speaks of stupidity. The lack of courage in the skull. The blindness. Which doesn’t stop the action. Or not enough. Or too late. In regret. The blame. Everything that compensates for stopping yourself. For being stopped. Before the gesture. The phrase. Which was going to make it worse.



*




She says it’s war.





The words that come out of their mouths. The words like garbage tumbling out of their mouths. Her panic before so many words. Everything that pours from their mouths. Everything that exists they touch with their words. Their desires. All that exists and belongs to them. This unceasing horror. Which doesn’t stop itself, doesn’t know itself, doesn’t leave anything. This impossible she cannot. She cannot open her mouth. She cannot say the same words. With their disguised mouth. The muzzle of a tamed dog that serves as their mouth.



*


She says she wants to kill them. To kill them all.





The first gesture. This first phrase. What happened. Which is not held in any gesture. In no phrase. Which is not contained. But dilutes itself. Everywhere. Behind all the gestures and all the phrases, which left its impression behind each thing, then she says, behind her eyes, under her retina. No. She hasn’t forgiven.



*


She says she wants to spit on them. And they applaud.





She’s afraid of being no one. With her hate, her body, her well-connected limbs, her growing hair, she feels herself to be no one. She feels dazed. Undone.



*


She says she is not a woman. She’s a crone. A crone nearly dead. Used up. A little girl. A little girl who doesn’t restrain herself. Who remains there, at the doors. Always at the doors. Foolishness of the vengeful little girl.





That which breathes in her since infancy, what entered her without her having the power to say yes. Yes I want it. Words pronounced in the head. All the words pronounced. Which remain, which aren’t leaving. All the words that she has heard, with the gesture and voice, those “name of God merciful God,” grimaces of disgust, of hate, everything, wildly mixed, beastly, and close to tears. The words she hasn’t been able to say, all the words she has written but can’t say. Her silence, this weapon of war.



*




She says she’s not a woman but a killer for hire. A killer who works for free. For nothing. For pleasure. Because at the charity fair it is necessary to shoot, to shove. To bring back the golden ring.





The big carousel. The good, the bad. And them. Family. Silences, rancors. Cuts to the gut, all the cuts, everything which has been torn out, excised, can’t grow, and remains there, dead, crushed to a state of desire, of dream. This sadness of the possible. And the sacred speech of children, the supreme speech of powerless children, which addresses a future, of impediments, this vow of the children.



*


She says she’s a gadget, a flung stone, a mercenary, not anyone really.





The big carousel that always turns. Forward. Turn. The women in the slaughterhouse, and the men and the children. All the bodies in the slaughterhouse. What happens, everything that happens, which doesn’t ever stop, against which she can do nothing.



*


Then she said.

She said that perhaps she was going to choose a horse or a truck.
Beginning to scream in the midst of the people gently turning.
Rending the air with her cries. Holding her two arms toward the golden ring and screaming and laughing.
The golden ring.
For her.
Perhaps.





The headless girl

There is space, the house, the land, on the earth, trees with their leaves, the car, the door, there’s the noise of voices, tractors, cows, the wind which crosses space, and the sounds and things. There is the time that passes with the appetizer, the main course, the dessert, the village with its church and houses, the people in the houses, the tracks, the tracks crossing space and always the time that passes, the appetizer, the main course, the dessert, the time that passes, that passes and never stops.

She’s there, a headless girl. A girl who grows without her head. Like a weed you can’t kill. A girl who doesn’t know but who resists. That’s what she does, she resists. Doesn’t disappear. Doesn’t fall. Keeps her head. Pulls herself together. Gives herself a face. Something other than the voice without words. Something other than her death, her capacity for death.

A girl like this isn’t the boys what the boys want. She doesn’t please them, no, she bites them. She bites them for all the girls like her, all of them and all those who, like her, have no head. A girl like that is not a girl, for anyone. It’s something else that happens. Another story. Not a story of girls, boys, children. No. A different story.

On a pile of dirt, with his tongue, a boy kisses a girl. The girl grows up, her mouth receives other tongues, but she doesn’t ever understand. She doesn’t ever understand why the tongues of the boys ride in her mouth.

Among the people who are headless, there’s this girl. She who gets her mouth searched by a boy’s tongue. Leaving her a memory. A memory on a pile of dirt. It’s summer, the time of vacation camps. A time the girls think blessed. They believe that, the girls, that their mouths are empty when they are not filled by the tongues of boys.

In the head of this headless girl resting caught on a wire and hanging nonchalant pink tongues sprinkled with white dots. They don’t do anything. They wait. Hung one by one by a pin from a wire, they hang limply. Useless.

They would have had that, the girls, a word which would have grown in them, like a desire, a wish, a promise from themselves to themselves for the future, for their body in the future, what they were going to do, what they were going to become. A word that would not be from mother or father, no, not a learned word, something else, a word that would be born from an unknown place, without a progenitor. A word that would have grown in their bodies when they slept as little girls, when they played in the dark, their fingers tangled in the synthetic blond hair of their dolls. They would have had that which would have grown in them and which they could no longer pull up, because it would have stuck, everywhere, to their eyes, their hands, to the interior even of their mouth, it would be stuck fast, inscribed, papered everywhere, like a skin, a salve which would have become a skin. Then nothing no one could change what would be, nothing no one could undo that which in the interior of the bodies of the girls would have grown and become them, totally them. In their body, something would have grown that they could no longer remove.

The headless girl. She has no head. Without a head she advances.

She recalls the young hens one sliced across the neck with an ax in the courtyard of the farm. The blood spurted, reddening the gravel path. The hen restless, restless. As if it could still cancel the gesture, the movement of the ax toward the block of wood, as if there was something still to do, to hope for, as if by quickness she could still in some way save herself. Then, everything stopped suddenly, the hen fell in the middle of the stones, her yellow body sinking against the ground, rigid, headless, only the neck wet with the blood that spurted.

The head of some headless girls sprouts from infancy, when they didn’t yet know their names or who would feed them. She grows in the dark, in the middle of shadows and sleep. In silence, with just that which is necessary not to die. It’s raining outside, the bed is warm, there are the arms of the dolls, their blond hair, the rain beating on the panes, there are the shut eyes of the synthetic dolls, the noise of the rain on the panes in the bed which stays warm.

In the head of this headless girl, women dancing at night at the edge of the beach. They pull off their clothes and dance nude, feet in the sand still damp with the ebbing tide. They lift their arms to heaven and their breasts sway from side to side. The moon lights the white flesh of their breasts jumping from one side to the other there’s this jumping of their breasts side to side and their buttocks that sway. There is no music, only the lapping of the waves that ebb, lapping of waves more and more distant revealing the bay, the widening extent of mud in the bay, all black under the water that withdraws and parts there, on the other side, toward the island, and from here one can no longer perceive anything.

In the head of this headless girl the bodies of abandoned women rest. Those who wander at night on the edge of the road. Those one sees sometimes in the rays of headlights, at the very edge, there where the light cuts across the night, the thickness of night. There where eyes squint to discern presence. They appear suddenly, white, their hair undone. They appear and there is in this vision so great a closeness, they are so near, that the chassis of a car is nothing, only the spinning car doesn’t break down on you, on your skin, the astonishment of their presence, the blow that you feel in your gut. The women of the roads, the women with long hair who walk at night at the edge of the interstate, very close to the cars, so close to the rush.

In the head of this headless girl jostling images of lost children, fingers clenched in the pockets of their winter clothes. Children with red hands who wait in the bus, it’s barely day, the sky appears over the white fields, day will come, the children wait, there’s no game to fill the time, nothing to fill in the knowledge held in the eyes of these children who wait.

 

Laura Mullen is the author of eight books and the Kenan Chair in the Humanities at Wake Forest University. Recent poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Together in a Sudden Strangeness, Posit, Bettering American Poetry, and Diagram. Her translation of Veronique Pittolo's Hero was published by Black Square Editions in 2019.

A graduate of philosophy (DEA and CAPES) at the Université Panthéon Sorbonne (Paris I), Stéphanie Chaillou was professor of philosophy from 1995 to 2002 and directed events at the Centre Pompidou in Paris.
quelque chose se passe (2008) is her first of several books of poems with Editions Isabelle Sauvage; she has also published Précisément là, parfois, an artist’s book. Chaillou created the art that accompanies Joanna Mico’s texts in Hypotheses as well, published in 2004. In 2009, Chaillou published Un léger défaut d'articulation, selected in the Young talents selection, Fnac, 2010. Un homme incertain (Alma, 2015) was her first novel.

Jared Joseph

2 poems

HOTDOG SWEATPANTS AFTERNOON 

People are tired and waiting 
The air is empty and shining 
Like wrist hair in the afternoon 

This poem is in sweatpants 
in the afternoon 
in the backyard 

our dog is an unemployed 
living pair of sweatpants  
backstabbing the government. 
Crazy, dreamy governments  
overcome “crime” 
or social welfare  
what Fox News  
calls the afterlife 

of civilized society. But once i let down my long hours after life
ends i will rest and be buried in Kiss makeup and sweatpants 
i want a limo-sized hearse carpool 
and to be buried animal style at In or Out, it being in, death, in 
the afternoon glinty-ass sun whose rays backstab 
My SPF-5000 melanin neck in a hysterical yard 

where wisteria bends. The porch is a certain kind of love, but the backyard is also
love’s afterlife. 
About a memory of love that will never expect you 
to be satiated. No there was no letdown. The hair was long as night and
afternoon was long and saturated with the memory of love that never backstab
-bed you down or let you up to ceilings 
pending to be saturated no there was no 
letdown. The hair was long, afternoon-saturated 
The hair carpooled with the [edit memory after] 

Afternoon 
sucks, hot dogs are good,  
white wine is fine, the word  
“backyard” naps in sweatpants 
well, i don’t believe in rest, in world, in the rest of the world, in afterlife 

that is the rest of life, but i do believe 
in six things: 1. after 
noon 2. back 
yard 3. back 
stab 4. carpools  
and 5. not finishing 
what you are 
set out to 
[evening begins] 

The evening was long and my hair thick.
Then, the hair was thin and in Arabic 
hair means poem too. 
Speed is hard, but life is easy. Where do I sleep?
The hair is long and covered with loose features
An established jazz system 
What happens between colors? 
Well, inside a nutcase 
Only the heartbeat is shown 
And indifference.  
They say that god is in the blood 
but jesus seems anemic. Your use of satiated has me
fucked up rn, you said, and i was taken by the line
break. There’s a crack in everything, Leonard
Cohen said, that is how the light gets in. i can’t see
the forest 
for the porch picnic tables. 
The afterlife of them is me  
passing jasmine, that passes to the front door of
my backyard memories 
that 
Let down thr long hr. 
Watch a movie, watch the moon now 
Because the moon is a movie. 
An absolute grave at sea. 

What happens between colors 
is mascara that is good it is 
called poems 

[ending redacted] 

The ending was wrong, needless 
i do not hate hot dogs 
The breasts were the water 
and the breasts walk the land the legs 
spurn 
hyacinths are not horses 
the shower spurs the posing body 
the water does not fall 
like a lot of guillotines 
Like a parking lot of guillotines 

All of my emotions pool in my car.
Of Lily and Parrots for 52 hours in the horse power driven car 
Imagine a hearse on a highway 
Now imagine your naked self 
Images are always nudes 
Texts are always pillow talk 
You take a photo of someone beautiful
to you you beautify and think of
keeping the story frozen in a lock 
Look at all my memories  
having only magnitude, not direction, weigh me not down, but 168 pounds. 
What happens between colors 
is some mascara that is good 
it is green and orange that will never turn silent 
It is like loving a black box 
where when the plane goes down it opens i
don’t know what up. i
don’t know. Honestly i don’t know

 

THIS IS A POEM ABOUT THE JOKER AND LONGING 

for another Batman movie that is not alone 
in celebrating cops and beating the shit out of the otherwise healthy
mentally ill who get such small 
social welfare benefits because these people 
do not fit society’s image 


ideal. i keep getting stoned and watching 
The Dark Knight because Heath Ledger as 
the Joker is so amazing and after every amazing 
performance he has killed himself because of,
That’s the lore, and love is an allure. Look at star 
wars: it sucks, but there is love and lore 
is addictive, but it’s still bad drugs. Heath 
Ledger says Did i ever tell you about these scars 
several times in the movie, and then tells about 
these scars, so the answer technically is yes, by 
the second time you’ve told me of these scars, but 
the story’s different every time. The scars always are
the same. Why so serious? Scars are just 
lights whose source’s far away and prob’ly dead 
by now, i.e. “Now” killed it. Atmosphere is 
pressure. That is, if you think about it 
and cannot stop but think about it, all the 
Time asking questions of the viewer that can 
not answer, cause that is what a witness is. 
Enough definitions for today’s episode. This 
Performance killed you, i think seeing his tongue 
waggle out his mouth like a tapeworm trying 
to jump out the window that’s the human 
body, and the gut is the hearth where 
the home is. Heath legerdemain. i thought 
this was the end of definition. But then 
Now killed my longing, time alone longing, broken healing
“heaven is small” image on the sign for the people 
and their irises widened by the filter on their sun 
glasses or an instagram’ed bouquet. It’s mother’s day.
A lot of people get their periods on mother’s day. 
Heads you live and Tails you die says Two Face (I’m a Gemini) Now 
you’re talking says the Joker. “Now you’re talking” 
is a strange expression cause it retroactively nullifies the whole prior conversation. Four drinks
in i 
can get interested in any conversation, like you i 
-diot are suddenly my brother, because an
immediate vicinity is like a family, we have at least
briefly direct relation, and you can dance the can can
if you can
even stand. i wish i had a straw so crazy 
solid i could play pool with it from this bar
seat, snorkel in that pool. Wild iris and a mild 
virus. The ache dulls the ring tone’s efficacy. Didn’t
know i was calling? You should have put a ring on it.
The Joker thinks everyone is bad and so he is bad as an
exposé as a symbol of how 
bad everybody is he will expose as if he is 

a shutter speed. Batman shudders. “People are good”
ridiculous invalid-beating supercop with mammal ears and
moving human mouth says. Now we’re talking. In the end
Joker is proven wrong, proven right. Not exactly a spoiler
alert because i spoiled it already, and the spoiler ‘s an oiler
to make you wanna watch it 
and add 5W30 to your stupid engine or whatever
Hearse Ledger drives. Green purple red god. Joker wins
new scars from Batman. It’s a cheap trick, a card trick.
It’s a cheap card trick, right, consolidation. J has B (Jim
Beam) pinned down on the floor of a high rise, head
dangling over air and says Have i ever told you how i
got these scars? No says B, but i know how you got
these, and stars 
fly off B’s nylon metal-plated Skrillex suited
fore arm into J’s face and hurts his face or 
something. But he did tell how he got his
scars. It’s measuring the distance between scars 
which is traumatic parallax and the rhetorical
composition of these scars we know from  
the baby giraffe that’s skinned for the new  
skin in the old ceremony, old ceremony 
being skin, being human, time suits 
pain, the pain itself numbs the pain itself, 
“itself” trampled underfoot the dumbest  
places where there are no outer spaces.

 

Jared Joseph is boring.

Terri Witek

3 photographs & 1 poem/essay video

western civ/ slideskies

 
 

Terri Witek's newest collection is The Rattle Egg (2021). Recent work has been featured in two new international anthologies: JUDITH: Women Making Visual Poetry (Timglaset, 2021), and in the WAAVe Global Anthology of Women’s Asemic Writing and Visual Poetry (Hysterical Press, 2021). Her many collaborations with artists and writers have been featured in performances, museum shows, and gallery exhibitions. Witek teaches Poetry in the Expanded Field in Stetson University’s MFA of the Americas with Brazilian visual artist Cyriaco Lopes, and their work together is represented by The Liminal in Valencia, Spain. terriwitek.com

Lolita Stewart-White

5 poems & 1 video

Oncology Elegy

The white oncologist widens my third eye
with if
with maybe
with could be
with pet/scan
with tumor

within 24 hours we’ll know

The white oncologist snatches out my heart
squeezes it tight
like the knot
on Aunt Jemima’s headscarf
with mammy

with will I be a widow?

 

The House That Was My Husband’s Body

A shack,
a splintered door,
gray windows.
I stand alone teetering
on his broken porch.
Where’s the tarnished knob
my brown hand turns?
Where’s the hallway,
a speck of light
that leads to his parlor?
Can we dance tonight?
How do I steady
his fragile frame,
hold bones that loosen
like floorboards?

 

Husband’s Instructions

Verse Chorus of Ancestors

1. Do not resuscitate “Oh Lord I want two wings”

2. Do not cremate “Oh Lord I want two wings”

3. Do not bury me in a pale blue suit “ Oh Lord I want two wings”

4. Do not open the casket “ So the world can’t do me no harm”
like they did for that boy
they found bruised-blue
in the river

 

Revolutionary Fragments

My husband’s throat revolts
(un)swallows:

stings
of tasers

blows
of knuckles

strikes
of billy clubs

blasts
of shotguns

cracks
of bullwhips

clinks
of shackles

Can you smell rebellion?

 

The House that was my Husband’s Body

brick hurled
match lit
flames ablaze
husband’s body
burning tenement:
slick black-
berry brick
scarred charred
smoke chokes

the
gorgeous
black
boy
in
him
like
Rodney
like
Eric
like
George

 
 

Lolita Stewart-White is a poet, filmmaker and educator who lives and works in Miami. She is a Cave Canem alumni and Push Cart award nominee. Her work has appeared or is upcoming in the African American Review, Callaloo, Beloit Poetry Journal, Rattle, and the Iowa Review. Lolita has received fellowships from Callaloo Writers Workshop, Atlantic Center for the Arts and the Watering Hole. She was the winner of the Paris-American Reader Series Prize and the Langston Hughes's fellow at the Palm Beach Poetry Festival. Her films have been exhibited at the Los Angeles Pan African Film and Arts Festival, Seattle Langston Hughes Film Festival and Museum of Contemporary Art in Miami.

giovanni singleton

4 digitalworks

RACE: a theory of ought

 

giovanni singleton is the author of the poetry book Ascension, winner of the California Book Award Gold Medal and the poetry/visual art collection AMERICAN LETTERS: works on paper (Canarium Books). Her dreamography is forthcoming from Noemi Press. More of her work can be found on Instagram: @american.letters

Lyrae Van Clief-Stefanon

1 poem

:—:


Notions have always been material

:—:

a flight to Paris
a pattern unfolded

from a paper pouch
marked facile


:—:

a snap—: to make

the delicate sound
punctuate

an afternoon in
mother’s sewing room

:—:

press the small square
plastic box to trap
epingles in a clear case

then step on a hidden pin
(prick!) snagged in the
pink shag

:—:

underfoot
a silver stitch     in time
wounds
nothing heals

the rift between

mother time      mine
on my knees—: pinning

pattern to paper
punctures the fabric

:—:

orphaned girls spill out—:

like glass head pins spilled
from a case map vectors
on rue des Anglais :—

the haberdashery
a wife study workshop

in 1838 :—: in 1988

mother wields the
pounce wheel

chalks tracks
teeth showing—: the way
a notion’s violent :—

the needle jumps

but a presser foot keeps
material flat while
feed dogs grip

yellow seersucker
from below where
what a wife is is
still

mechanical
something held
something pierced
something guiding  the process
something rhythmic sometimes I feel

:—:

like a motherless child

sometimes I feel

the orphaned girls

like piecing—: a shortage
remedied by joining

       :—:

such lengths :—a line of women

in leg of mutton gigot sleeves
fabric ballooned
over their arms like parachutes

deflating—: gone to study

seeded &
shrinking

   :—:

where   is she? the black wife
someone’s seeking
to be if not lingering   where

   :—:

people press themselves

prone over lengths

of silks that saved their lives

pressing
the last of the air out

:—:

where piecing hides
a lack—:

to the untrained

:—:

without a notion how

hangar  :—:  haberdashery

joined
themselves in
a motherless child

join
a motherless child

to an age
to ages

 

 

Lyrae Van Clief-Stefanon lives in Ithaca, NY.

Tracie Morris

excerpt

Intro to the performance of  A History of American Violence: Black Cronenberg 

This commentary is predicated on the reader having already viewed the Cronenberg film. It’s replete with spoilers.  It’s also harder to really get the comments below out of context. I don’t recommend reading this if you haven’t seen the film first. — Tracie  

This is an introduction to a live collaboration with film project that I’ve performed only once so  far. I’ve been doing live presentations called “not-neo-Benshi” (the title inspired by a  conversation I had with scholar/poet Dr. Chin-In Chen). This is different than some of my other durational work with film. Instead of calling this piece a poem per se, I’d describe it as an experimental script as the work is presented as the speculation of multiple characters presenting meta-performative storytelling. (Again, there are significant spoilers of the original film  I’m riffing off here. So if you want to experience the film without any backstory, please read this  after viewing Cronenberg’s work.)  

This introduction and the performance it’s referring to, is a bit different from my writings for  Stanley Kubrick’s film Eyes Wide Shut and other work I’ve done with moving images. In Black Cronenberg the Black characterizations speak outside of and within the action of the film. They  sometimes “inhabit” the position of the White characters and sometimes judge them.  

There are several similarities to my experiment with Kubrick in this gesture with Cronenberg.  Firstly, I love both of these films. My brother and I are huge fans of A History of Violence. It’s  become one of the films we quote often, randomly, to each other in great appreciation of it. It’s  beautifully developed and has gorgeous, terse dialogue. I also think my brother and I quote it  because in many ways, AHoV is a film about siblings: Joey and Ritchie but also the contrast  and love between Sarah and Jack. On a meta-level, one could say it’s a film about embodied  dualities, complementarities, balances.  

I chose this film to “play with” after an opportunity arose for me to present work at the  independent Filmscene cinema house in Iowa City. I’d been invited to participate in an African American focused film-series collaboration between Filmscene and Christopher Harris, Head of Film and Video Production, at the University of Iowa’s Cinematic Arts department. I had another (overly complex) project in mind and when I  realized that wouldn’t be ready, decided to approach one of my favorite films.  

Like Kubrick’s EWS, Cronenberg’s AHoV is notable for its absence of identifiable Black characters (except  for one reporter) and the subtext of this absence allows for an intra-racial “othering” of violence  vis a vis Queerness (hostility toward Jack and Ritchie) and by Irish gangsters from major cities  in the Northeast.  

What does it mean to think of American violence without a Black specter representing this idea  as victim or victimizer? In Leland and Billy’s case, it was the mis-assumption that they were the  only “monsters” who’d visit these predominantly White small towns. I mean “monsters” in the  traditional sense of metaphysical beings too: I wonder if there was something in those two that  drew themselves to the only person, the scarier monster, who could kill them. Leland and Billy/ Tom and Joey at the diner, after twilight revealed themselves. They were so tired of being on  the road as Billy said multiple times…Each side let the right ones in.  

Reviewing this film for the project, I was delighted to note that Cronenberg included several  significant “tells” that there was some subtle metaphysical interference in the story, on par, say,  with how MacBeth was affected by the Three Witches but did the bad deeds on his own.  Before carefully looking at the film for the project, I’d seen AHoV about 10 times. It wasn’t until  I decided to think about these characterizations that I noticed several aspects of the uncanny  in the film. One was that the child that was killed by Billy held a doll with blonde hair that’s a very similar shade to Sarah’s. It was almost as if Sarah woke up screaming because she “was”  the doll. Billy and Leland were the monsters she saw in her dream, in shadows. But the real tell  was the humorous story that Mick told Pat at the diner. That note about “crazy ex-wives”  foretold the entire story of Tom and Edie (without the “ex” part — because nobody’s perfect, as  Mick says). Mick’s ex-wife predicted (and slightly misplaced the protagonist) through her  nightmares. In this film violence is almost an entity that inhabits people and that can be  perceived by sensitive people. In my projection of the story, Leland and Billy are sensitive to  their surroundings in a damaged and very dangerous way, and wanted to end their time on  earth. Tom and Joey merge to become their Grim Reaper. When Joey lives, like Morrison’s  character Beloved, his nature infuses the town, causing more mayhem. Joey is the Berserker  who also manifests in Jack — but only after Carl’s soul can rest. Like Tolkien’s Dead Men of Dumbarrow, Fogerty’s soul leaves earth after his motivation to continue has been resolved.  

Jack, fascinatingly, seems quite adept and quite at home in his new status as a killer. He’s  comfortable being his (new) father’s son. It is as if Jack is the synthesis of his Queer uncle and  his homicidal dad, his immediate male genetic references. It seems that Cronenberg is arguing  that Jack was “born this way” (Gay and a killer) and like his uncle and father, he has learned to  manage these aspects of himself in ways that are productive to his happiness and to his family.  (“You’re a hero, dad” he says after his father murders two exceptional murderers.)  

Besides the interest in the film on its own merits, and I have many comments such as those  above dispersed throughout the script, AHoV is interesting because it is absolutely predicated  on the privilege of Whiteness to tell the story well. I have not read any scholarly work on the  film (I usually wait until some time after these projects to read about them, including source  material). It is clear to me — and I believe Cronenberg is explicitly saying — that Tom’s passing  as harmless WASP allows him to exist serenely in the town as one of its “nice people” (to quote  the sheriff) even after he has killed about a half-dozen people in the town’s environs and goes on to be free enough to kill about half-dozen more. 

It’s also clear that the sheriff’s idea of “nice” means “White” just as it is apparent that much of  his motivation to allowing Tom to remain free has to do with the sheriff’s desire for Edie and her  performance of White womanhood, selectively, as the damsel in distress.  

Refreshingly, Edie turns the blonde damsel idea on its head by being more proactive,  confrontational and fierce than the stereotype (and she, as it is made explicitly clear, is not a natural blonde; she's “working” the trope). Edie chooses Tom and Joey, to know both of them, to be in love  with both of them and to keep their family together. Furthermore she was certainly ready to  become a killer herself if need be, as her holding the shotgun demonstrated. Therefore the only “actual” blonde girl/woman is Sarah, who upholds the blonde damsel assumption in the tradition of Hitchcock (down to her mid-century inspired clothing in the mall scene). Unlike the other (killed) little girl, blonde Sarah lives, becoming a lynchpin in her  family’s repair. 

In AHoV, the absence of Blackness and the presentation of Whiteness is highly circumscribed.  It doesn’t include anyone dark, even relatively speaking those of darker Euro-American  heritage. It was a lucky coincidence that Cronenberg hired Harris, Mortensen and Hurt for  these roles and changed the story to one of Irish mobsters rather than Italian ones. If Tom/ Joey/Ritchie/Fogerty/any of the henchmen had an identifiably Italian last name, I can say, as a  born and raised Northeasterner, and as an American in general, the unfolding of the story  would’ve been too obvious. There are so many stereotypical films of Italian mobsters going  back into lives of crime after trying to get out. Cronenberg’s innovation is also revealing about  White ethnicities and their proximities to Blackness/non-Whiteness in the White imagination.  Again I think Cronenberg is too good of a director for this meta commentary on Whiteness not  to be intentional. 

The constructions of race are made-up but have real and too often, dire consequences. They  are also sources of pride for people both as groups with ancestries from similar regions as well  as families that ascribe their familial relationships with those regions. In A History of American  Violence: Black Cronenberg I’m attempting to highlight the excellent, well-crafted, clever work  Cronenberg has done here. What I ultimately get from his film, and what I hope to sufficiently share in my performance, is that violence is present even in “nice” places that strive to keep other people, non-White people, (whom they think are dangerous) out. I think Cronenberg is also  saying something else: that if the White people who are violent are enough like the people  around them, those “nice” people can stay around, their neighbors perfectly happy to have  killers in their midst. All of them, as fitting jigsaw pieces, generate a pastoral scene of Real  Americana.  

© Tracie Morris 2021 

— excerpt from the forthcoming book handholding 5 kinds: on the other hand by Tracie Morris,  Kore Press, 2022


© A.T. Willett Photographer

 

Tracie Morris is writer/editor of 10 books. She holds a Creative Writing MFA in Poetry from CUNY Hunter College and a PhD in Performance Studies from NYU. Her poetry, scholarly and performance work has been extensively anthologized, performed and recorded around the world. Tracie is an Atlantic Center for the Arts Master Artist, a former CPCW Fellow of the University of Pennsylvania and a former Woodberry Poetry Room Creative Fellow at Harvard University. Tracie serves as the first African-American Professor of Poetry at The Iowa Writers Workshop. In 2021, she became a Guggenheim Fellowship awardee for poetry.

Makshya Tolbert

1 poem

WATERY PANTOUM FOR THE SWAMPY FIRMAMENT
after Allison Janae Hamilton’s “Wacissa” (2019) at the Dirty South:
Contemporary Art, Material Culture, and the Sonic Impulse

We, kept alive, hanging
from an eelgrass sky
the wake gurgling and
i can’t stop flying home

love quiet this day, the
piling theater of birds nearby
all but praying to limestone:
to be hung is to roam

as the wake gurgles
and i can’t stop flying home
across a braided river
pink from milkweed, from
bloom,

all but preying over limestone
from hung toward roam
thick dreadlock masses
thread this pickerel weed loom

into a cross, a braided river &
pink milkwood heavy with bloom,
murky water, flickering between
green, blue, alive or not--

thick dreadlock masses
thread into pickerel weed, loom,
we let our sides erode
dress the past in old light, plot

murk, a flickering between
green, blue, alive. or not.
meandering the jam as if
dizzy in song, undulated melody

we let our sides erode, undress
the past in old light, plot
return. channel this river into
a nest, sing to stones an elegy

meandering the jam as if dizzy
in song, undulated melody
of love, quiet today.
theater pile of birds nearby,

o, return. unchannel this river into
nest, sing stones an elegy
We unkempt, alive,
hanging from an eelgrass sky.

 

Makshya Tolbert is a poet, cook, and potter living in the ruptures between Black ancestral memory and ecological possibility. Her recent poems and essays are featured or forthcoming in Narrative Magazine, Emergence Magazine, Tupelo Quarterly, RHINO, Art Papers, and Odd Apples. Makshya is an MFA Candidate in Poetry at the University of Virginia’s Creative Writing Program. In her free time, she is elsewhere—where Eddie S. Glaude, Jr. calls 'that physical or metaphorical place that affords the space to breathe.'

Soham Patel

1 poem & soundscape

Listen it’s my day off

I recognize the music playing

Here at Don Chignon

Near the Bergen Street stop off

The 3 train waiting for Brenda

To regroup @homeb4 receiving me

It’s The Shins’ Phantom Limb

Alone I acquire two orders of elote then one house

Margarita then just one more but worse is I just got

On an airplane and today is the day of the climate

Strike 6 dollars plus 8 plus tip how deep’s my carbon 

Footprint for the cost of a magazine subscription

But now by the second round I may be unoriginal

Once I found a shiny layered rock on

Brighton beach in the sand

All over the darkness is real though

And oil fueled the plane not a boat

Youth activists gather from 

Afar and I go to happy hour

What’s an ecopoetics of flying 

Echo like during the climate strike

Me, this evening, Friday

September 20, 2019, I see a storefront

Called Kith&remember I have to write a thank

You to Divya but like Jimmie, been so busy

If I am not in conversation

With the next generation &

The ones preceding me

In my communities 

About my day job

Then what am I

Even doing

&Now happy hour is over

And the last song: “I feel it in my bones

23.80          40.00        10+5  +1
        ___11              11
            29

At home Brenda says the poem can save the climate

Crisis and plays “Love is simple” by the Akron/ Family

We are at 596 Bergen Street in the back

Yard we dance with cleomes later

That Sunday during the equinox I hear

Unexpected echoes in the atmosphere I remember

Driving thru Wisco on poetry tour with Lauren and Lewis

We sang so many songs on the road and I made a video 

&@the bookfest JoJo uttered about monogamy, real estate, 

And forever&progeny&change and X too shy wasn’t taking

Interview questions when we were in the Korean

War Memorial Park anyway I always caution under my

Eco-sexuality as raindrops torrid down like a kiss

Did I kiss the cleome w/out consent 

When we were dancing vine and pedals em-

Braced me I will ask when I am back


 

Soham Patel is the author of to afar from afar (The Accomplices), ever really hear it (Subito), and all one in the end--/water (forthcoming from Delete Press).

Nicholas Karavatos

2 poems

The Great Evil Crime

Republic of Turkey:

The Armenian deaths do not constitute genocide.
The Holocaust bears no meaningful relation
to the Ottoman Armenian
experience.

I Am Cardi B:

And I apologize because
it wasn’t my place to post something.
I should’ve done more research.
But I don’t know what to believe.
I don’t know.
One side is telling me something
the other side is telling me something else.

Republic of Turkey:

No logic can reconcile the two positions
that Armenians promote.

Sheriff Jay Baker:

The suspect did take responsibility
for the shootings.
He claims that it was not
racially motivated.
He apparently has
a sex addiction
a temptation
for him he wanted
to eliminate.

Real Donald Trump:

The China Virus.

I Am Cardi B:

I didn’t know chinky eyes is a slur
like wtfff
I DON’T KNOW EVERYTHING !!
We don’t even use that as an insult
.Im sick of the internet

Sheriff Jay Baker:

When I spoke with investigators
they got that impression that
he was pretty much fed up
and had been at the end of his rope
and yesterday was a really
bad day for him
and this
is what he did.

Republic of Turkey:

Armenian losses were few
in comparison to the over 2.5 million
Muslim dead from the same period.

I Am Cardi B:

#ArmeniaStrong
#ArtsakhStrong
#ArmeniaFund.org

The Internet:

#CardiBSupportsTerrorism

I Am Cardi B:

When I woke up, people were attacking me,
saying I have the wrong information.
People from one country is telling me something,
and the other people from another country is
telling me something else.

Republic of Turkey:

The archives of many nations ought to be carefully
and thoughtfully examined before concluding
whether genocide occurred.

I Am Cardi B:

How many times I gotta say the same fucking shit !?
For clout ? What fuckin clout
I did it for a friend and I woke up getting attacked
.I didn’t do my research!
I’m sorry !
I don’t know wats going on !
I JUST WANT PEACE !
i apologize and I’m still getting attack

Talat Pasha:

An Armenian
who was still innocent today
could be guilty tomorrow.


Sources of appropriation for repurposing are “Medz Yeghern” (Մեծ եղեռն, lit. “Great Evil Crime”) is an Armenian term for genocide, especially the Armenian Genocide. The term Հայոց ցեղասպանություն (Hayots tseghaspanutyun), literally “Armenian Genocide,” is used in official contexts, for example, the Հայոց ցեղասպանության թանգարան (“Armenian Genocide Museum”) in Armenia. http://www.mfa.gov.tr/the-armenian-allegation-of-genocide-the-issue-and-the-facts.en.mfa and https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Armenian_Genocide and https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terminology_of_the_Armenian_Genocide and https://www.armeniafund.org/newsroom/over-3-2-million-raised-at-fundraising-event-held-at-consulate-general-of-armenia-in-los-angeles/ and https://www.armeniancalendar.com/?event=40213400 and https://www.billboard.com/articles/columns/hiphop/9461691/cardi-b-apologizes-promoting-armenian-fundraiser/ and https://www.buzzfeed.com/terrycarter/cardi-b-kulture-chinky-eyes-racist and https://www.chicagotribune.com/entertainment/music/ct-ent-cardi-b-armenia-azerbaijan-conflict-apology-20201008-dlwcn2xdyzfxnh7rbzwy52vi3q-story.html and https://www.latimes.com/entertainment-arts/music/story/2020-10-07/cardi-b-armenia-fundraiser-twitter-apology and https://www.theguardian.com/music/2020/oct/07/cardi-b-apologises-for-supporting-armenia-fundraiser-after-backlash /

 

Holocaust Remembrance Day

We submit that the evidence suggests that the killing of Negroes has become police policy in the United States and that police policy is the most practical expression of government policy. William Patterson, “We Charge Genocide” (1951)

 
Rashida speaks:
Absolutely. Let me tell you, I mean, for me,
just two weeks ago or so, we celebrated, but
just took a moment I think in our country to
remember the Holocaust. There’s kind of a
calming feeling, I always tell folks, when I
think of the Holocaust and the tragedy of the
Holocaust and the fact that it was my
ancestors, Palestinians who lost their land
and some lost their lives, their livelihood,
their human dignity, their existence in some
ways had been wiped out. All of it was in the
name of trying to create a safe haven for
Jews, post the Holocaust, post the tragedy
and horrific persecution of Jews across the
world at that time. And, I love the fact that it
was my ancestors that provided that, right? In
many ways. But they did it in a way that took
their human dignity away, right? And it was
forced on them. And so, when I think about a
one-state, I think about the fact, why can’t we
do it in a better way where – and I don’t want
people to do it in the name of Judaism, just
like I don’t want people to use Islam in that
way – it has to be done in the way of values
around equality and around the fact that you
houldn’t oppress others so that you can feel
free and safe. Why can’t we all be free and
safe together? Well, I don’t come from a
place of violence, I come from a place of love
and equality and justice. You know for many
of these organizations, it’s about power
struggle.

Nadia speaks:
We need to establish a safe zone for religious
minorities in Iraq; to prosecute Isis – from the
leaders down to the citizens who had
supported their atrocities – for genocide and
crimes against humanity. I talk about how
Kocho had been taken over and girls like me
had been taken as sex slaves. I tell them about
how I had been raped and beaten repeatedly
and how I eventually escaped. I tell them
about my brothers who had been killed.
When I tell someone about the checkpoint
where the men raped me, I am transported
back to those moments and all their terror.
Other Yazidis are pulled back into these
memories, too. My story, told honestly and
matter-of-factly, is the best weapon I have
against terrorism, and I plan on using it until
those terrorists are put on trial. There is still
so much that needs to be done. World leaders
and particularly Muslim religious leaders
need to stand up and protect the oppressed. I
tell you that every Yazidi wants Isis
prosecuted for genocide, and that it is in their
power to help protect vulnerable people all
over the world. I tell you that I want to look
the men who raped me in the eye and see
them brought to justice. I want to be the last
girl in the world with a story like mine.
 
 

Until recently, Nicholas Karavatos was an assistant professor of poetics at the Arab American University of Palestine-Jenin, West Bank. He was a U.S. Ambassador’s Distinguished Scholar to Ethiopia in 2018 at Bahir Dar University, and from 2006 through 2017, an assistant professor of creative writing at American University of Sharjah in the United Arab Emirates. He is a graduate of Humboldt State University and New College of California.

Eleni Sikelianos

1 poem

“Nothing in evolution makes sense except in the light of phylogeny” (Notes)

One July, among the California redwoods, I watched a fire-colored salamander lumber over a log, and so my mind was ignited to meditate on shoulder girdles. Amphibians invented them.

In the mid nineteenth century the German biologist Ernst Haeckel coined the term phylogeny to contain the notion of the organismal lineages we all passed through. You too may have admired the drawings of diatoms, shells, jellyfish, radiolarians and spiders he sketched to describe life on earth :

phyla (φυλή):

    tribe, stem, branch


geny (γεν):

    born, birth

Phylogeny: all the plants who grew to be you. All the animals who did. I don’t mean because you were the telos causa, the reason or end-result, and I don’t mean because you ate them. I mean because they invented earth. Eventually they also invented you.

They twisted and turned and licked and hissed and allowed you to exist.

Phylogeny: a word I loved, was invented by a man who believed in eugenics (a word in turn invented by a man who invented the term “nature vs. nurture”).

eu (ευ): good, well

geny (γεν): birth, born.

Ecology, phylum, Protista

are also words first made in Haeckel’s mounding mouth.

Here I am at the bottom of Haeckel’s World-Riddle. Every word I utter haunted. In conflict with all the animals.

Can anything ever be held away from human tongues?

Some hunters, in ritual, sidewaysed the names

for bears (arktos, ursus), a

taboo on naming what is wild.

Instead of bear, a hunter said the brown one; honey-eater; good-calf; honey-pig.

As soon as a bear

crept out of a word, a word

did its work

to erase the bear.

The animals’ names light up in crackling flames.

Names mane & unmane.

Now we were rolling around on earth draping our tongues in Latin things.

We always said the bird doesn’t care what you call it.

That’s one way I’m different from a bird.

The bird takes flight from its word.

You share 70% percent of your DNA with zebrafish.

We all passed through roots and branches of the same tree, beginning somewhere with a few molecules combusting.

In the 60s biologist Lynn Margulis re-showed us symbiogenesis: we came about not only through competition but through cooperating. We carry evidence of species merger in our cells, and of species relation in almost every structure we daily rely upon.

Organismal lineages veering orgasmal.

One gene sliding into another one.

Is there one piece of you that doesn’t also, in some form, belong to someone else?

Your fingers ghosting chimp as they slender through air.

Organutan echo around the mouth.

Lobefin fishes did protolungs; acorn worms, something like a heart; amphibians, we’ve said, did shoulders. The more complex organs, like eyes, had to be developed many times, but jellyfish saw first, and not for us.

I live on Earth at present I don’t know what I am.

I seem to be a verb…

I swerve:

You know that science metaphors matter.

The physicist I sat next to at dinner in November1 was upset that the sound of two black holes colliding, captured

by “a pair of delicately positioned mirrors track[ing] the squeezing and stretching of space as gravitational waves go by”

was metaphored into an unsightly sound.

Black holes utter no thing heard by humans.

But now your ears hear beastish heavy breathing at your night door, a monster with a liquid heart monitor on. The deep water of dark space. This silent sound is ancient, and the energy it unleashed was 50 times greater than all observable stars.

[go to: sound of “black holes colliding”]

Margulis took issue with Darwin’s adopted tree image. No! she says, unless a tree has liquid, dripping, branches. But a net, yes, because everyone is and was sharing everything all the time, sliding intimate (genetic) materials between us, sucking off the same mouth of invention. It’s a man-made metaphor, and she can make a woman one.

My physicist says only math is not metaphoric. Language itself, which includes numbers, heaves to carry meaning from there (deep space) to here (you).

Biology, like language, is remembering. What life is is your cells remembering what other life did before it.

And even further.

Our cells recall ancient chemical joys and traumas, pre-life, while our limbs remember salamanders. A poem remembers our past in language and posits a future in the simplest sense, like a to-do note, hoping that it will be seen at some point hence and remind us of something worth feeling, knowing. It is an ecosystem that, like any functioning system, should deal with its own shit.

If we let phyla be taken over by its bedmate and homonym, phylla (leaves, petals, sprouts, sheaves, sheets of paper), we clear a silent space where we are all bound together and leafing from the same roots. If we take it further, to its homonymic neighbor, philo, we fall into love, with all our living friends, and with the dead left in traces

under oceans and in rivers and lake beds.

1 S. James Gates
 

Eleni Sikelianos was born and grew up in California, and has lived in New York, Paris, Athens, Colorado, and Providence. She is the author of nine books of poetry and two hybrid memoir-verse-image-novels (The Book of Jon and You Animal Machine). Five of these have appeared in French and one in Greek, and her work has been translated into many other languages. Her writings, deeply influenced by ecopoetics and family as well as animal lineages, have been widely fêted and anthologized. Dedicated to the many ways poetry manifests in communities, she has taught workshops in public schools, homeless shelters, and prisons, and collaborated with musicians, filmmakers, and visual artists.

Cathy Thomas

poem & audio recording

 

West Indian Primer

for the diasporas. for no more Emmett’s, Sandra’s, Eric’s, Breona’s, George’s, Lesandro’s…


Look-and-say words train the pupil to look and say how lovely 
you are, here. How lovely it was, it is, it will be here gradually 
learning, as the need arises, that “I” alone says its own name.
That I am the one you assume the kings and queens ask permission
to compete in this ugly business of learning to roll our oars, followed by 
easy phrases are was were: mama, go no so: papa, or for you: 
But all y’all niggas owned slaves. 
Let us read easy sentences with pictures of apples feeding zebus.
That you are: he has: she has: it has: we have been reading the story of how we were
all conquered at the hut: in the bed: by the bank: on the boat over with from
under the foreign management of Tim and Tot, look and say words 
to tropical fruit spread over their dirt, her skirt, his shirt 
to industrial bleach clean their floors, our fluency, our flaws 
to become an international host, cost, lost. Then,
the pupil can send home a postcard for sound practice without pictures of
jouvert mud smearing Laylock Place, without pictures of
purple feathers moulting on Eastern Parkway, without pictures of
last lap Devils, Indians, Robbers, and Dames roti’d around Caribana curry goat.
Little attention need to be given to this at present while gradually learning
to drive a taxi, to open a door, to wipe an ass.
Note to Teacher—the pupil should pronounce the name of success as
Doctor, Lawyer, Accountant, Fenty and then emphasize the initial sound: capital
so, old sounds carried on in your baby’s breath, baby’s fat, baby’s stueup teeth 
will grow and solder into lickle baby fangs colored red, black, yellow, brown.
Has Tim and Tot a viper on their hands. Yes, they have. 
Say hand sand ant misbehaving and underline the subject.
The intension is human, the sign is black, the referent hangs 
by its own name but me nah need a referent to know which candle 
to bring out, to burn up, to breathe on, to build a vocal library.
That me deh: he deh: she be: we be talking about how we moved apart 
in thinking: of each another: from the forests: to the fields: on the block 
by the thousands since our arrivals.  Come, le’ we recognize the sentence.
Bring out solidarity,  burn up nostalgia, breathe on 
and don’t build another how lovely ism 
but look and say demands so that when “I” am gone’d again 
we have permission to look-and-say mash up in your name.

 

Cathy Thomas is an Assistant Professor of English and Creative Writing at the University of California, Santa Barbara. Her work is invested in black feminist and womanist pedagogy, practice, critique, and play. She studies Afrodiasporic Literature across periods & genres, especially speculative fiction, Caribbean culture, comic books, and STS. Her current book projects are the monograph Unruliness: On a Genealogy of Afrodiasporic Women and Girlhood, a slipstream collection of mother-daughter-alien stories called Girls on Film, and a novel Poco Mas that explores a historically unprecedented Afrofuture attentive to the long histories Humanism, afterlives of anti-black violence, and aftershock of weather through the lens of Carnival and the poetics of masquerade.

Ruth Ellen Kocher

2 poems

the last gods

we were joy junkies riding coal waste on old mining roads 
the white birch divining subtle vibrations of earth 
railroad tracks ribboning orange the sinking sun 

what prone light enters un-feathered 
what larva what salt what white can unmake 
spine cloud tripe pity 

she was in love with the guy who was in love
with her best friend he was white-blonde long 
she was white-freckled sweet 

we lived to be night but alive 
no stars shined brighter than our bodies 
outlined by fire licks

there were two white girls and one black girl walking
the neighborhood of another black girl the neighborhood
girl tells the new black girl walk in front not in back 

what enters unformed horizons break 
not continuums though you refuse
to imagine an end 

a cloaking theory whitens sky when i
finally arrive at my inner
constitution

it takes me too long to learn that pretty is a white
myth that ends in death death is a field
white with trees if we could we see them 

they are running with masks 
they are running without masks 
the street is bound in movement 

the sirens become a direction 
the light is white in the background 
the light near white almost 

the sheet is white over his face 
a white shard seeds me 
i have two knives instead of a heart 

white boils down to rum when it begins as sugar 
the ruins pock the island at the beginning
and end of our romance 

white wears heels looks
over her shoulder 
white knows what she’s done 

i’ve been gone a long time 
each day is a room 
the landscape only water and hills 

if you widen your focus we become a map 
you can’t distinguish your water from my water 
your hills from my hills

when i refuse to love the island 
the sea turtles come they bury their eggs so deep
only mongoose can find them 

we were going to change the world 
we couldn't press charges 
he was obviously unarmed 

she does not pull over 
the dead boy is everything for everyone 
everything means captive after all 

clarity is not white 
i write this down and think i’m happy
wanting white to be a lie 

it rains both inside and out the world is genius
and smoke i'm sitting here because of nothing
you did please don’t call me lovely 

if you hunt
there is white beyond the canopy of leaves 

if you’re prey
there is red within the canopy of trees 

regardless
there is light of some dark doing   

a white boy calls a landscape my hip 
he marbles me exotic
he watches the way
i write his name like mine 

beyond something of shadows
a vase with roses holds the skull of a woman
loved by every hand that touched her 

don’t confuse a trumpet flower 
for yellow sentiment 
pollination is a thug fight 

what heart thump legions these still stars
what molten revolt adorns the claw
what prone light enters un-feathered now

 

god of wanting to know where to be

today a politician told a press conference 
the world is a gangster and because it seemed apparent 

that he found poetry in the savagery of his job 
i felt happier when i walked away from the broadcast 

the hope i held onto made me feel new 
in the way it dismissed everything i’ve learned to be true 

it’s sunday and i’m not calling my father yet to interrupt
his day of waiting without my mother again or 

to intercede with the reminder my voice brings 
she is the greatest thing we have in common 

and the greatest thing we no longer have between us 
on sundays someone goes to home depot 

gets lumber brings it home all one needs to do is take it 
out back someone else may come give next steps it will be

only so long before somebody decides it was a good job
or a bad job it’s always something the outcome 

my sister’s not working this summer the school busses 
driven across valley roads are driven without her driving them 

not working is a thing she says every day in a way that makes it 
so directly related to working that they are in some ways essentially

the very same thing working and not working driving and not driving 
my sister is a poor white loop of active negation in the face of being 

i cannot remember why i was upset with annie lamott and gave
all her books away i remember feeling that when she repeated 

profoundly
the words of a dying friend

i would remember them forever
though i’ve forgotten

but also
a certain thievery was at hand

i’ve learned all words are forgiveness as in
to forgive someone for something you cannot remember

is more simple like just loving someone enough 
i post an article about whales and sea turtles

caught in fishing nets off the west coast
their abandoned protections

mean there will be no caps enforced
no fisheries shut down

no sanctions
no dissuasions and so the whales and the sea turtles

suffer the sum consequence
flat ontology of kelp 

i imagine within new ontologies equitable objects 
become the trampled currency of value —

valued objects and unvalued
objects

the reassignment of the turtle
as a value-object

i imagine can only happen via
the sound of sobbing coming

from every window in the world
at once         

on the fourth of july     a white woman
called the police on a black man wearing socks in the pool

two weeks after a white woman called
the cops on a black girl selling water      

a month after a white woman called
the cops on a family in a park 2 weeks after

a white woman called the cops on a college
student in her own dorm sometime around the same

time as a black woman called the cops on a man
who would not let her enter her own gated community

where she lived as a doctor and
he didn’t live at all          

then     in a determined turn of circumstances     
someone dies again      

flashing lights
flicker in the path of the soul as it rises

finally      a crescendo     
then the world collapses      

here’s where a smooth poet would say something funny
and demeaning about her height or weight or self-esteem

or her relationship with her mother       or sex    
and perhaps there might be a moment also where she describes

her own reflection in a way that makes you laugh
at her awkward      but snapdragon posture     

when i was 20      i sat on a lawn in green bay     
and cried because i could not save the world that night         

i fell short of my fundraising quota
4 hours door to doubtful door

collecting $12 checks to clean up
toxic waste      

i could not tell the difference between
having cancer and being black but either way

a clipboard said something about something      
i still looked forward to a world at peace      

some hate hadn’t yet begun      there are so
many worlds we’d rather not have been part of      

which is a privilege of being      to say what not after the fact          
i knew nothing about the station at othello park except

a beautiful poet posted a photo which should have been
all about lines but seemed all about curves      space     and light

i felt moved to a longing that made me feel
at once an orphan but also someone who abandoned the world      

the photo gave my feeling a look      
gave it a roof      a large window      hint of shadow      

light      in this image     had no consequence     
except as a vehicle of exposure         

in another universe   
i was born and lived and died   

the beautiful poet’s photo in this life
reconciles

the absence of myself despite myself    
with myself    

without anyone further
the same     

 

Ruth Ellen Kocher is the author of godhouse, (forthcoming Omnidawn 2023), Third Voice (Tupelo Press 2016), Ending in Planes (Noemi Press, 2014); Goodbye Lyric: The Gigans and Lovely Gun (Sheep Meadow Press, 2014); domina Un/blued (Tupelo Press, 2013), winner of the Dorset Prize and the 2014 PEN/Open Book Award; One Girl Babylon (New Issues Press, 2003); When the Moon Knows You’re Wandering (New Issues Press, 2002) and Desdemona’s Fire (Lotus Press, 1999). She teaches poetry, poetics, and literature at the University of Colorado-Boulder.

Ching-In Chen

1 poem

Archive Bereft of Words 

Kept dreaming of losing my pilot light. Went to forest a fool for reading that haunted lighted 
book.  
I first pass a shroud, wisp of black thread story. Read cabindweller accounts 
who drove and hummed along in agreement a hush. Surprise color at end of line. From 
animal or what remain.  

Kept hearing knots in festering night.  
Tell me they kept record living come before and not remain. 
Tell me they drank ferment together and sang holy melodies 
into trees. 


Want to keep each line and growth, each bone break and evolution, each fall away. In each 
fold, each stomach. Each liver, each purge. 


No books here because books. Every old white South carved mask into river in
protest. 
Every  
insect came to push water.  


Books fill with lies. Printed pages repeat an incorrect strength. Every old white South hemmed 
into room shoulder to shoulder 
not withholding breath. Far safer to pass a line mouth to mouth. 
Every stick came to knock unlit door.  


You could keep a 
syllable safe within tissues of  
your body, to unearth when your body  
deems it time for release.

One old white South push into mouth another old white South. 
Each old white South presents a silver story plattered and obvious. 

I do keep seeing your face, original language swallower. You make choice when old language 
almost ran dry. Were we growing new mouth, new instrument proclaiming a book which is not a book? 

Another smoky entrance we could only make out halfway in process of dissolving.
Pages made of leaf, compostable material to slice. 

Another melt and congeal, temperature rising  

falling in a steaming valley. So we never sure what day would hold, what smoke would 
clang. Predictions often migrate unexpectedly. A throat of migrations 

couldn’t save them. These softly touching pages.  

We made a choice that we couldn’t keep them despite joy. We  
quickly place them on tongue and devour them without trace. 

Ink ran out story. Don’t forget, your ancestors melt down all natural 
instincts. 

Often unexpected migrations couldn’t predict any unusual entrances. Halfway, we rid ourselves 
of any books. Safer to pass each line by mouth. No records except in memory and thread. 

Your ancestors invent firecracker splash. 

To pass each line in mouth, roast a full head of garlic bathed in oil. 
Soft enough to melt, put your tongue whole and press. 
Record in ridge of tongue, soft wall of throat. 

Once you run out of ink, you bury the lead. 

Today I listen for neighborly owl. I listen for knife and only hear a match.

 

Ching-In Chen is a genderqueer Chinese American hybrid writer, community organizer and teacher. They are author of The Heart's Traffic and recombinant (winner of the 2018 Lambda Literary Award for Transgender Poetry) as well as the chapbooks to make black paper sing and Kundiman for Kin :: Information Retrieval for Monsters (Finalist for the Leslie Scalapino Award). Chen is also co-editor of The Revolution Starts at Home: Confronting Intimate Violence Within Activist Communities. They are currently an Assistant Professor in the School of Interdisciplinary Arts and Sciences and the MFA in Creative Writing and Poetics at the University of Washington Bothell. www.chinginchen.com

Yessica Martinez

5 poems

Incontinent Crossings

My cousin is a year older. A double
citizen. Two ice cream scoops
on a language cone. I’m backlogged
for a visa. I can sing “La Bomba.”
I don’t dare dance.
One more balloon at her party,
I’m fastened to a chair,
afraid to pop. The song “Papi Chulo”
says “virgins,
shave your pussy hairs”—
I’ve seen her blond barbies.
Walled, is the border at their crotch.
Crossing my legs, I manila
folder my pee away.
It takes courage. I hold it tight
on the bathroom line
to the big girl’s consulate. I don’t squat.
I’m incontinent
I pee
my hand-
me-
down
-
to my ankles
in the stream
of my thighs
territorial
out the party
past la pinta
down
the block
to
my-parents-
have-not-left. They’re building me a desk[i]
instead of a life in the U.S.

[i] Only 4.3 % of undocumented students make it to higher-ed institutions. I’m in a masters program and with this privilege, I enroll in an introductory sculpture class where I make a paper aircraft the inside of which looks like a wrecked raft. This raft is like a rocket ship making a nosedive because I did not major in engineering. The rest of the structure is handmade paper, a combination of post-consumer Colombian jean fiber and employment authorization applications I’ve cut up by hand and blended. I write this on this paper from which I make the wings. The crumpled pieces hang on a gold wire I’ve barbed with my hands. In explaining the sculpture I said, "well, when they told us to work with paper, I thought, "what do papers mean to me?" and I decided: being able to fly. And how I'm a deferred childhood and how children make paper airplanes when they're bored in class and this is the simple joy of school." When asked to imagine the perfect installation setup, I said a desk. A single regular school desk, where the failed paper airplane can rest and not fit and thus look vast.

 

Crash Landing

In the housing complex
where we flee,
my knees

buckle to speed,
and blades roll back
the tarmac hill

to tar. I hold a coke
bottled in glass,
break

no bones, burn
with a huff
of recollection:

the barking dog’s gums
on the chase
chafed to lichen.

A faucet runs. Bold
cursive streams
over stagnant

red ink. In the bathtub’s
brick cold,
the gated community

of my hymen,
not walls, but chicken fence
tessellates

clenched against rattle.

 

English as a Second Leap

Veronica, Paula, the bears;
I want the gummy bears

and, gummied, your strawberry
sweets.

Velcro, my puma shoes,
I fasten with
velcro

I’ve got no J’s,
Debron,
no Air, I’m 13,

when I get carmine
cochineal, the 13s.

Sharif, you’re the funniest,
here’s my treat–
my favorite word,
how you pronounce it,
is bitch.

Before you leave for the D.R.
Jose,
not green,
the drowsy yellows
of a lynx,
bobcat beisoberlo,
such are your eyes

□ YES □ NO □ PLIS.

Ms. Lotito,

the words you taught me, I conjunct:

I smell like cigarettes,

NEVERTHELESS,

THEREFORE,

you hug

only smoke.

 

Truancy

David needs a glass of milk,
and I leave,

with a hall pass,
through the backdoor of the school,
and bring it to him.

While this happens and David
is drunk and pouty,
literature in my English class happens.

I’ve come with the camo
Air-Maxes;
the engraved,
half a heart
chain;
Cupid’s Day
gifts with our initials.

David is my boyfriend and I don’t quite love him.

I am to him a sum: his father + me
or better:
me - his father.

When this proves too much for me,
I leave,
and drink this glass
I milk.

 

Curves Perilous

-To an undocumented

you are attractive to me your nose
the core remainder of an apple
proper to a sage

though you blink foolish
at my every question
stirring up a fog

your tears

vaporous

in your response
I’m washed by the flood-brown
freckle of your sclera

and what passes between us
curves perilous as a donkey packed
with uneven sacks

over the brink
of a mountain you remember or I

and behind
in that other home
we both follow

 

Yessica Martinez is a Queens-based poet originally from Medellin, Colombia. She's an illegalized person who currently holds DACA status. A recent graduate of Cornell University's MFA program, she is working on her first poetry collection.

crystal am nelson

text & images

The Fun Devil and King James

When my parents first met, my mother was a sheltered native Rhode Islander, a folk-singing hippie; my father was a worldly Vietnam War veteran from Alabama who loved history, theater, and film. Together in Boston, as college students in the early 1970s, they became soul babies in search of a Black new world of immense possibilities and where leisure was a form of resistance to oppressive spatial politics. Unfettered by any allegiances other than to the strong belief that as young Black people, they could do and be whatever they wanted, and certainly something other than what the dominant culture worked hard to convince them they could and would be, they leveraged Boston's cultural assets toward creating something new to be. In their free time, my parents wandered the city in search of good times, great knowledge, and community. They were the ultimate flaneur and flaneuse.

The Fun Devil and King James tells this story through photo-performances, found photographs, folklore, archival material, and sound. The following photographs are taken from the project.

 
 

crystal am nelson is a scholar, curator, and artist who focuses on race, gender, sexuality, and representation. She holds a PhD in visual studies from UC Santa Cruz and an MFA in photography from San Francisco Art Institute. She has exhibited nationally and internationally and has held numerous residencies, including with the McColl Center for Art + Innovation, the Center for Photography at Woodstock, and Fieldwork Marfa. She has curated exhibitions and events from San Francisco to Miami. Her writing has appeared in Feminist Media Histories, Contact Sheet, The Brooklyn Rail, among other places.

Gina Athena Ulysse

 

1 poem & images

WoodsWork
Rasanblaj
[i]

If…

I
choose to begin
from the ground up, literally:
roots, plants, gardens, plots of land[ii].

You ought to be able to live with
yourself, but not at your
neighbor’s expense.
I was on fire                                                                                      

I
choose to begin
from the ground up, literally:
roots, plants, gardens, plots of land.



No One Could                        
The herd animal is not
Save me but you                                             his brother’s parasite
and pest.

   I
choose to begin
from the ground up, literally:
roots, plants, gardens, plots of land.

Man, you have forgotten
that you too are an
animal.[iii]

Strange what desire
Would make foolish
People do...[iv]

Are you sure, sweetheart, that you want to be well?”[v]

“Are you doing Your work?[vi]




[i] Text excerpts and photographs from “Are you sure, sweetheart, that you want to be well?”
[ii] Mimi Sheller, 2012, Citizenship From Below
[iii] Carl Jung, 2009 [1957], The Red Book A Reader’s Edition.
[iv] Chris Issak, 1989, “Wicked Games.”
[v] Toni Cade Bambara, 1980, The Salt Eaters
[vi] Audre Lorde, all the time….

 
 
 

Dr. Gina Athena Ulysse is a professor of Feminist Studies at UC Santa Cruz. With her creative practice of rasanblaj (gathering of ideas, things, people and spirits), her multidisciplinary art projects (texts, performance, photographs, and installations) on Black diasporic conditions seek to engage the visceral deeply embedded in the structural. Her work has been published in Feminist Studies, Journal of Haitian Studies, Gastronomica, KERB Journal of Landscape Architecture, Souls, Third Text, and Transition among other venues. ginaathenaulysse.com